There goes another semester. Its lost to the times, although I believe some of that time will have to be repeated. I really need to stop doing that. I hate living at home, and I really think that is one of my biggest problems. When I get home and try to work on something, I always get interrupted. Its just not a good environment for me to learn. I don’t know maybe this summer I can try to make a change. Maybe with the new job, I can afford leave and live on my own, in town somewhere. That would be great. But there is always that problem with my parents, and how they don’t what to let me go. I can just see it now “you can move out, you cant afford it, you won’t go back to school” I went through this at the end of last semester. Then I just fell back into the same old life. I can’t stand it anymore.

So I finally got a SSH Tunnel set up and working.  So everything that goes through the browser is encrypted.  With this new job, I think they may actually watch the network, and I don’t like the idea of my traffic being watched.  So now they cant see it…he he  Well anyway, it’s off to the 2600 meeting tonight, then to the anti-V-day/housewarming party over at Honey’s, Cherry’s and Mog’s  Should be fun, well at least I hope so.  This will be the first time in a while I’m going to go out and not care what Lauren is doing for the night.  Although we did spend a little time together today.  It was weird cause, everything was the same when we used to hang out, except we didn’t touch each other, like couples do.  So maybe we’re cool and can hang out and stuff.  Well back to work.

ttfn

So I’m at work. Yep here at work, reading over some paperwork. There is going to be a lot of reading in this job. Everything has to be documented, and signed and looked at and stamped in blood…lol..OK that last one was a little over the top. But really lots of reading and stuff. I saw Lauren today, and it was OK, we talked for a second, then off I went. It was a little weird, but after I left, I was OK. You know breaking up and getting a new job, all in a couple of days, was really a good way to start over. Going to work kept my mind off her yesterday, and I actually got a full night sleep. Breaking up is hard to do, but whats even harder is loosing the friendship that we had. I hope we can still keep that. Maybe in time. Mean while I’m trying to move on, I’m looking for myspace to help with that, yes i hate it, but all the girls don’t…lol…so until next time keep on keepin’ on!

P.s I have my del.icio.us links up, and running off my server
http://throwthemind.com/links/
http://throwthemind.com/links/tags

Well lets see where to start, yesterday was my last day at Ameri-tel, and my last day with Lauren. What a way to end a week, quite and break up. The quiting was not the bad, it actually went over well, and today I start my new job, I am now a software engineer. What was hard was the breaking up. After over a year together it’s hard. I don’t want to be alone, but I know its better for both of us. Now she can be the sorority girl she longs to be. I think thats the main problem she found out that she was not the person she thought she was. She wants to party, and hang out till all hours of the night. As for me, I’m not like that, I can party, I can stay out late, but its not me. I just hope she stays safe, and if we are meant to be together than things will fall in place that way. Right now we are taking time, we’re not forgetting about what we had, how could we? We are just taking some time. Time and space…….

So today I reveived another call from a company that I had an interview with last week. I don’t think I should say the name of the company. Lets just say that this is not a job but a career. It will be a good job money wise and learning wise. That is what I’m looking for, a job that I actually learn something. I know it may sound weird, but don’t you just feel like your not doing anything with you life if you don’t learn something. I’m hoping that interview #2 will be the start of a good job.