So I’m at work. Yep here at work, reading over some paperwork. There is going to be a lot of reading in this job. Everything has to be documented, and signed and looked at and stamped in blood…lol..OK that last one was a little over the top. But really lots of reading and stuff. I saw Lauren today, and it was OK, we talked for a second, then off I went. It was a little weird, but after I left, I was OK. You know breaking up and getting a new job, all in a couple of days, was really a good way to start over. Going to work kept my mind off her yesterday, and I actually got a full night sleep. Breaking up is hard to do, but whats even harder is loosing the friendship that we had. I hope we can still keep that. Maybe in time. Mean while I’m trying to move on, I’m looking for myspace to help with that, yes i hate it, but all the girls don’t…lol…so until next time keep on keepin’ on!

P.s I have my del.icio.us links up, and running off my server
http://throwthemind.com/links/
http://throwthemind.com/links/tags

Well lets see where to start, yesterday was my last day at Ameri-tel, and my last day with Lauren. What a way to end a week, quite and break up. The quiting was not the bad, it actually went over well, and today I start my new job, I am now a software engineer. What was hard was the breaking up. After over a year together it’s hard. I don’t want to be alone, but I know its better for both of us. Now she can be the sorority girl she longs to be. I think thats the main problem she found out that she was not the person she thought she was. She wants to party, and hang out till all hours of the night. As for me, I’m not like that, I can party, I can stay out late, but its not me. I just hope she stays safe, and if we are meant to be together than things will fall in place that way. Right now we are taking time, we’re not forgetting about what we had, how could we? We are just taking some time. Time and space…….

So yea its been a while, but you know what, sometimes it just takes time. It takes time to get over some things and move on…..I really don’t know where that came from, but I’m sure it applies to a few different things in life. Anyway in my last update I was bitching about rss and ebay, well guess what?? Yep, you guessed right. Ebay reads my blog, they actually came here and saw my rant and said “hey what a good idea, maybe we should do that.” Then a few days later after they thrown millions at the problem they came up with a solution, they added rss to “some parts” of ebay. OMFG what the hell, did you not read my post. I want rss all over Ebay. Ok here you go Ebay, if you can buy skype for what like 3 billion dollars, why the fuck can’t we have rss all over. I mean Digg does it. Why the fuck can’t you……………………..Ok on a side note, looks like my job is going down the swirling drain we call a shitter. Its really fucked up when you work for a company for 3 yrs then they just throw you to the side when a new account comes on. So the fuck what if my schedule doesn’t work with you anymore. I have been here for 3 fucking years and this is what I get. At least at Wal-Mart you get %10 discount on everything while you work there. Fucking shit man I never got a dam thing from this job, except more fucking work. So you know what I say….”Fuck You, in the big shinny ass with a huge banana covered in shit.” Ok so maybe that was a little to much, but really I have been here for 3 years, I think that long enough. I mean I am a supervisor (not that that means anything here) but in the real world it mean a lot. Maybe its time to move on, maybe its time to change, maybe something better will come from this. Then again does something better ever come from change? I guess after time change is good but after time change changes to normal. So change is never good till it changes to normal. Wow that make sense……….hope your head didn’t explode….and listen if you going to get head while driving, make sure you keep two hands on the steering wheel.